10 / 18 05 MODERN PSALM # 69
“ WHY DO I SUFFER? ”
A MODERN PSALM BY THOMAS EDWARD HOWELL
PRODUCED IN THE SPIRIT DURING A TIME OF A UNCERTAINTY
Where is God when I am hurting?
When I’m three years old,
And I’m dying mentally because a witch is taking away my innocence?
I was molested at three years old.
Where was God?
God was before me,
Suffering on a tree.
He felt my agony,
He knew my shame,
He felt my pain,
He knew my name.
God was before me
Suffering at Calvary
But how does that help me?
What is the whole point of all of it?
God could have ended my sorrow!
God could have stopped my suffering!
God could have set me free!
But why was Jesus on that tree?
Why did He suffer at Calvary?
I wonder if my father would have been a murderer?
I wonder if my mother would have been the child molester?
I wonder if God would have stepped in and judged them?
Would I ever be?!
My father is a good man.
My mother is a ... Read more »